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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess
This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.
I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕
Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.
The video is still on YT.
#Anywayyyyy#The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD#So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks#and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed#So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy#But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries#Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break#Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS#There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE#🇵🇸
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#my art#it’s mako mermaid au time let’s fucking go. but I ignored the iconic tail design from the show for reasons of fun.#grian#pearlecentmoon#geminitay#impulsesv#jimmy solidarity#goodtimeswithscar#cubfan135#so pretty much how it starts is: Grian Pearl Gem Impulse and Jimmy are all mermaids. Scar and Cub work at a marine tours/museum type place.#cub’s in the museum area and scar leads diving tours off the mainland. they decide to look around the island to see if there’s anything the#should propose adding to the museum or tours. they spend the night and Scar falls into the moon pool. he gets dragged back to the surface#and figures it was a really weird dream so he and Cub go back to the mainland. meanwhile Gen Pearl Impulse Grian and Jimmy are freaking out#about what to do because a random human just fell into the moon pool during a full moon. they end up getting kicked out of the pod to go fi#this mess. Pearl ends up getting a moon ring from (undecided likely mermaid watcher character) and they end up getting legs via magic.#shenanigans ensue. it’s summer so they’re pretending to be tourists. and no they aren’t trying to track Scar down to kill him. just make hi#not a mermaid anymore. he probably won’t die from it. cub ends up finding out about the whole ‘scar is a mermaid’ thing pretty quickly and#decides to help out. especially with the whole hiding it while doing diving tours thing. more characters do appear but this lot’s the main#cast of the au.#by the way. fishy order is: sand devil shark- epaulette shark- orca(not a fishy)- clown loach- eviota sigillata- and guppy’s
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so last November I got my nose pierced and the flat cartilage pierced on both of my ears, got my first tattoo (currently now have 3) and dyed my hair pink… so what should I do this November is the question I was thinking red hair and a septum and eyebrow piercing lmao 😭
#the past month in general my mental heath has gone to shit and can’t even afford to go back to therapy#also my therapist I had that I finally liked talking to left during the summer so I would need to find a new therapist I like like FML#I’ve just had a lot of personal stuff going on as of lately and I can’t seem to catch a break yk#also probably need to go on some antidepressants ngl cause it’s been rough I’m barely sleeping and I stay up so late most nights#more of steph’s random thoughts
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at a print shop for work with my best friend and while on my computer looking for a file accidentally opened a screenshot of the matt & trey baseketball kiss right when she looked over like
#blabbermouth#almost as bad as over the summer when i opened my computer to the movie full screen paused from when we’d been watching it the night before#<- same best friend to be clear. she knows exactly what it was not just like. thinking it was random dudes
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*starts violently sobbing*
#so i went to this thing tonight.#it was like. a family night thing at this summer camp my brother’s at#and one of the counselors.#HRHRFGGGHHJ BITING MAIMING KILLING HE WAS SO.#HE HAD FLUFFY BLACK HAIR AND HE KEPT FLIPPING IT AND ISTG I ALMOST DIED.#and he was SO LAME#HE WAS WEARING MIS-MATCHED SOCKS#AND WHEN THEY DID DANCES HE DID EVERYTHING LIKE A MOMENT TOO LATE#AND HE FELL OVER AT LEAST TWICE#he was so fucking pathetic i desire him carnally.#AND I AM NEVER GONNA FUCKING SEE HIM AGAIN.#BECAUSE HE WAS JUST. SOME RANDOM FUCKING GUY AT MY BROTHER’S SUMMER CAMP#dude and i looked so good today 😭😭#and i swear i caught him looking at me a few times (i’m delulu)#whatever#i’m fine#(i’m not fine)#crying sobbing going to sedate myself#meredith talks
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i forgot to post these lmao
#i think medkit having some sort of neck scar from the fight is cool#my guy will swear turtle necks and scarfs in the dead of summer#also random HC#SUBS FUCKED UP EYE GLOWS IN THE DARK#like. a dim night light...#i think its really funny#also FUCK drawing hair#phighting medkit#phighting subspace
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barely an hour at work and already on the brink of another breakdown i need to quit this fucking job and/or perhaps kill myself
#my boss told me i work too much overtime and i agree but also i am literally the only trained person on kitchen and unless we're fully#booked im alone and have to do everything myself and if theres a task i cant finish its waiting there for me tomorrow to pick back up plus#literally everything else bc everything in this hotel is fucking broken so i cant even do everything on time like this fucking dishwasher is#now broken for the what?? tenth time this summer???? hello???? so the dishes keep piling up and up and up and i have to do them later#whenever the technician shows up but that all goes toward extra time that i cant do certain tasks#pkus the night guard is incompetent as fuck every single morning theres so many mistakes i need to fix and i always have to clean up his#parts as well bc he never finishes breakfast on time and then leaves the kitchen looking like a mess#and the buffet looks like shit bc even though i tell him a million times how hes supposed to put things he keeps doing them differently and#BADLY on top of that so the buffet looks like someone just threw up some food on it in random order like i cant keep coming an hour early#just to hold your hand through the process of putting prepared food in the designated spaces youve been here for a month now at some point#youre gonna have to be able to fucking do this every time i come an hour early thats an hour i work longer every day bc of course all the#cleaning up after breakfast is done doesnt get any shorter#and then on top of THAT apparently im now responsible for ordering shit for the entire hotel and running meetings and oh yeah im also#supposed to watch over reception tomorrow WHILE doing breakfast. fantastic. thats gonna go so well i cant wait 👍🏻#and im also working on sunday btw. so cool. bc clearly im so well adjusted and also mentally stable that i dont need a weekend or whatever.#and its fully booked with one of the most important businesses in town so like no pressure no pressure#and of course the boss is on vacation bc she somehow is always on vacation during the busiest days which is also so cool of her to do#also did i mention no one is ever gonna love me and ill die alone bc i only fall for people i can never be with#but also thats cool and chill and i dont even care 👍🏻
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I can’t wait for the weather to get warmer,,
#Random I know but spring and summer (esp summer) are much more home to me#Something about it just hits different yknow?#Like yeah don’t get me wrong I love fall and winter but they’re such cold and lonely months to me#I like the summer when I can just go outside and feel warm…it’s a nice feeling#And I can’t wait to travel again…to have at least one night where my sister is inside and my parents are out for a little#And I get to do my traditional sit on the balcony and admire the beauty of it all routine#Where I can’t go back inside for a good while because my face is stained with tears#And any time I say something to myself my voice cracks and I can’t help but laugh at how cheesy I am#But it’s truly amazing to know I can look forward to that#And I’ll always take pictures and they’ll be better than the ones I took last year but they’ll never fully capture how it felt to me#It’s a kind of intimacy that only exists for a brief moment on summer nights between me and my surroundings#With one AirPod in playing Mrs magic of resonance#And for a moment I’ll take it out and I’ll probably cry some more because the silence is even better#So yeah. I can’t wait for the weather to get warmer#S.K thinks#Live laugh luv ranting in the tags
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OMG GUYS I JUST HAD AN IDEA!!!
SO LIKE!!! I was trying to figure out what to wear for a trip to the bank when I got the idea of an app!!!
First, you make an account whether by Google or Facebook or Twitter or Email or whatever you want to use!!! Next you allow location so the app can track weather!!! After that you scan and/or search all the clothes you have!!! When you're done with that all you have to do is out down what you are doing and it will give you an outfit based on what is appropriate for the outing/event/whatever and what the weather will be!!! Also it will have a tab where you can get recommended different clothing based on what kind of fashion you're into in your profile!!!
I think that it would be a lifesaver if you don't know what to wear!!! :3
#anyways thanks for reading my essay lmao#however if there is already an app like this plz tell me!!!#oh yeah and happy Summer Solstice/First Day Of Summer#fashion#app ideas#outfit#clothes#clothing#random howls out into the night#<- new rambling tag
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hey. hey. whoever my neighbor is that is setting off fucking FIREWORKS after midnight. you're an asshole. i know that YOU don't work on the weekends but some of us broke bitches do and, sure i am a chronic insomniac and still awake at midnight most nights, but you're sure as fuck not helping.
#please set off your fireworks BEFORE 11PM thanks#if there's some like celebration reason like its juneteenth or something go off set your funky fireworks off at midnight i guess#but like random summer nights??? nah stop that shit. nobody won the sportsball and its not a holiday tonight.#also hate when you guys do this shit on weeknights. stop.#i know that at least ONE of the most firework happy people in this neighborhood is a c*p who lives a few blocks away from us#and like he sucks. he's an ahole. acab and all#but there are definitely some more of you out there not that aren't asshole c*p. stop joining him#margaret babbles#vent#personal bs#whining#tinfoil hat: maybe one of the new firework happy neighbors is the same one who's blaring loud music from their street parked car#in the middle of the goddamn night. sometimes the music is good#but sometimes it is just ... really shitty rap music#get better taste in rap. stop blaring eminem at 1AM from your jumbo suv
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guess who's getting deprESSED AGAIN ✌👌👍🙌👏
#🧍♀️#i feel the urge to go to london which is always a sign. or maybe brighton#the longing for something more type of feeling#the wanting to go lie in a massive field at night kind of vibe#the need to get on a random train to somewhere I went a lot when I was younger#or even somewhere I've never been#like idk anything east of london. never been anywhere there#and i wanna go somewhere and buy a load of stuff and then sit and watch the sea for like 5 hours#and i don't have a stable hyperfixation so both these things mean i'm probably depressed#and summer is approaching..........oh dear god#ramble
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It’s been a while since I laughed so much
#finally got together with my three best friends#bc one of them has been in Gran Canaria for the last couple of months#but it was so fucking great being all together again#hoping so much we can go visit her#and looking forward to that so much#and hoping so badly that she’ll start her studies this summer and move to my town instead of some other random country#me#think the last time I laughed like that was with my family#and that was for a shorter while#tonight kept the chaotic energy the entire night#biological and chosen family indeed
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The life of Stanford Pines must be so bizarre from the perspective of a random townsperson who doesn’t know him. Imagine you live in a sleepy lumber town, where the most interesting thing you’ve heard this week is that a plot of land on the outskirts of the woods was sold and someone has started constructing a cabin on there.
You later learn by word of mouth that he’s a phd student doing some kind of long-term research project. You don’t see his face until one night he comes blasting down the street on a trail of destruction, eyes yellow and glazed over, trashing public property, inflicting gruesome injuries on himself, and laughing like he’s on an erratic, drug-fuelled bender. He then goes home and locks himself in his cabin again. This becomes a cycle; he stays isolated for weeks, then comes out once in a blue moon to wreak havoc and be a nuisance to the authorities.
Then one day it stops. He doesn’t come back out. The next time you see him he’s at a grocery store looking completely different to how you remember; his hair is grown out, he’s put on weight, his clothes are completely different and he’s stopped wearing glasses. Some townsfolk finally work up the nerve to talk to him and you learn that he invited them to his cabin on a tour. His home is apparently FULL of dangerous research equipment and the scientist, who had allegedly been very quiet and level-headed on the days he wasn’t having his “episodes,” has had a complete personality change, he’s loud and confident and less than honest and a little sleazy but a damn good salesman and entertainer.
He hosts tours out of his home for the next 30 years. Over time he’d changed it into a museum of sorts that sells overpriced knickknacks to unsuspecting tourists, but aside from his shady business practices he’s a well known member of his community. He changes up the exhibits every few months, brings his niece and nephew to stay one summer and they become town darlings, and even exposes a beloved public figure for running a spyware scheme.
One day you hear he got visited by the FBI. They start going round town asking about him. A week or so later he gets arrested. The town goes CRAZY theorising why but then there’s a massive earthquake and in the chaos of that you forget what happened to him. One minute you hear that the feds were surrounding his house and the next they’re all leaving like they forgot what they came for. Another week later he resurfaces and announces he’s going to run for Mayor, dominated the polls, wins the popular vote, but loses his position immediately due to an extensive criminal record.
Then there’s gossip that he completely changed his appearance again. He’s lost his fez and is walking around in a coat and cable knit turtleneck in the middle of the July heat. Then you hear from someone else that he looks the exact same and didn’t change anything. Then you see two identical men walking down the street, one matching the description you saw. People are BUZZING to know what happened and you eventually learn that the “new guy” was actually the same Scientist and the guy that had been running the museum was his twin brother who stole his identity after he went missing. Then the apocalypse happens
#his life would be like a soap opera#stanford pines#stanley pines#ford pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#gravity falls#mystery shack
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give summer a character arc challenge
#random thoughts#guess what motherfuckers it's blue man time#that fucking open your mind episode doesn't count#hate how all summer-centric episodes are based around bizarre premises which have little to do with her as a person#basically every summer-centric episode is claw and hoarder: summer edition#they resolved her 'i need to be popular' subplot without really going into why she wanted to be popular in the first place#like yeah they acknowledge it's due to a lack of self confidence but that lack OBVIOUSLY stems from her feeling unwanted by her parents#and being popular is a way for her to feel desired by other people#it's why she's so jealous of morty's relationship with rick: he obviously prefers morty and treats her as secondary#she wants to feel liked in a different way from how jerry wants to feel liked#jerry wants to feel needed without having to put in the effort to have something about him which other people need#he wants to be the archetypal 50s father who gives good advice and is respected by his family but doesn't want to or care to put in the work#he wants to be seen as a good person while making the choices he always has: the ones which benefit him specifically#he feels like the world owes him something for existing and he's being deprived of that something#summer meanwhile was neglected as a child due to growing up with parents who were in a dysfunctional if not straight-up unhappy marriage#she was an unplanned teenage pregnancy and was only born because her parents had a flat tire on the way to the abortion clinic#and her father took advantage of this setback and talked her mother out of getting an abortion#while she was unaware of the fact she was nearly aborted she has clearly long been aware of the fact she was an accidenf#in the comics beth lectures her about using protection on prom night and god.#imagine your mother telling you not to make the same mistake which saddled her with you#beth is a distant parent which led to summer lacking confidence in herself#her need to be liked stems from a lack of emotional support growing up#but like. they never do anything with this.#yeah she bullies her friend to fit in and changes her body to make boys like her more#but those are both like. the subplot of the subplot of their respective episodes#like i love the body changing subplot especially how it establishes beth's involvement in summer's mental state#like beth look at your daughter and see how insecure she is and recognize this is literally your doing#but the episode definitely makes it mostly about beth's inability to let others help her because of her daddy issues#i'd love it if they did summer subplots where she joins clubs and groups for an episode#like have her join a parody of the scooby gang and have her discover they're all faking it and the talking goose is a soviet spy or smth
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My neighbors have been partying or whatever for like 12 hours now, which sucks bc they’re right outside my room, and I have a really bad migraine rn
I can’t even really drown them out, either. They’re louder than my fucking TV. Like bro, it’s 11:30pm, and this neighborhood is mostly full of old people that are casually chatting on Deaths doorstep. Why the fuck are they partying for so fucking long—
#why#just why#I usuallly expect this shit during the summer#but why a random November Saturday night?#or more accurately#why a random November Saturday afternoon to night?#both of our neighbors are shit btw#one side likes to party at ungodly hours#and the other side is full of druggies who should not be allowed to care for an old lady and 2 small children
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random times when rafe wanted to please you
⭐️The First Time: It was a warm summer night, and the stars twinkled brightly over the Outer Banks. You and Rafe were at a bonfire, the sound of laughter and music echoing around you. As the night wore on and the crowd thinned, you found yourselves nestled together on a blanket, the heat of the fire illuminating his sharp features.
“Hey,” he said, a mischievous glint in his eyes. “Can I show you something?”
Intrigued, you followed him a little ways away from the fire. Rafe pulled you into a secluded spot, his breath warm against your ear. “I want to taste you.”
Before you could process the words, he sank to his knees, his hands gripping your thighs. The excitement and anticipation shot through you as he leaned in, his mouth brushing against you. The sensation sent shivers down your spine, igniting something primal inside you. He teased you with his tongue, exploring with an eagerness that made you gasp. It was the first of many times, and you both knew it wouldn’t be the last.
⭐️After His Confession: It was a quiet night after a long day, the kind where you and Rafe were just lounging on the couch, a blanket thrown over your legs. The flickering light from the TV cast a warm glow around the room. Rafe turned to you, his gaze heavy with something unspoken.
“Can I tell you something?” he asked, a seriousness in his tone.
“Of course,” you replied, curious.
“I think about your clit a lot. Like…a lot,” he admitted, his cheeks slightly flushed.
You could feel heat creeping up your own neck as he continued, “It drives me crazy how much I want to taste you.”
Without waiting for a response, he slipped down to the floor in front of you. His fingers grazed your thighs, and with a soft gasp, you let him pull you closer. He pressed his mouth against you, the need evident in every movement. The way he worshipped your clit made you forget everything else, lost in the pleasure he gave.
⭐️After a Fight: You and Rafe had a heated argument earlier that day. The tension between you was thick, lingering like an unwelcome fog. But as night fell, something shifted. Rafe, his frustration still evident, pulled you into his arms, his lips crashing against yours.
“Damn it, I’m sorry,” he breathed between kisses, his hands moving down your body.
“Let me show you how sorry I am,” he whispered, lowering himself to his knees once more.
With an urgency that took your breath away, Rafe dove into your core, his mouth working you like it was the only thing that mattered. Each flick of his tongue melted away the earlier tension, replacing it with an overwhelming need. He lost himself in you, sucking on your pussy as if he were trying to make up for every harsh word exchanged earlier.
⭐️After an Impromptu Swim: You had gone for a late-night swim, the ocean waves crashing around you. Rafe had followed you, a playful gleam in his eyes. As you splashed around, the thrill of the night led to a sudden, passionate kiss.
“Let’s take this back to my place,” he suggested, a smirk on his lips.
Once you were in his room, Rafe wasted no time. He pushed you onto the bed, his eyes dark with desire. “I can’t wait any longer,” he murmured, kneeling between your legs.
The way he savored you that night was unlike any other, his mouth sucking on your bud as if he were starved. You writhed beneath him, lost in the sensations as he brought you to the brink of ecstasy time and time again.
⭐️ The Morning: After a night filled with passion, you woke up wrapped in Rafe’s arms, sunlight streaming through the window. He stirred beside you, a sleepy smile spreading across his face. “Good morning,” he said, brushing a strand of hair from your face.
“Good morning,” you replied, feeling the warmth of his body against yours.
As the morning sun bathed the room in golden light, Rafe’s hand slipped down your body. “I was thinking…” he trailed off, a teasing smirk forming on his lips.
“Thinking about what?” you asked, your heart racing.
“About making you feel good,” he said, his voice low and sultry.
With that, he moved down your body, his mouth finding your clit. The gentle morning light made everything feel dreamlike as he worked you with a slow, deliberate intensity, drawing out every moment of pleasure. You couldn’t help but surrender to him, the world outside forgotten.
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